The Notebook

This following is taken from a notebook found in New York City, somewhere in the gutters of the subway. Words or phrases in italics were partially scratched out, but still legible. The journal itself appears to be rotten and decayed, as if it were thousands of years old. However, the earliest entries are from the later months of 2008 until the early months of 2009. These last couple pages are all that were still at least partially intact. The owner of this journal is unknown.

1/18- I decided to go for Eternity today. I went to the asylum, but as I stepped up to the desk, I suddenly felt weaker. My knees started shaking. I didn’t know if I’d be able to support myself. I ran from the institution as fast as I could. I tripped and fell many times. All the way back home, the shadows looked odd. They seemed to be taking shape. Some kind of tall black figure, maybe. I don’t know. I’m tired. So tired. Signing off.

1/19- I’m feeling marginally better now. Tried Eternity again, but went to a different asylum. Everything went well, I got the Scalpel. The shadows seemed normal. Whatever was following me before is gone now. I still feel kind of weak, though. Going to go lie down.

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1/20- I couldn’t move when I woke up in the morning. My body seemed incredibly heavy. It took me time to sit up again, and my bones groaned and protested as I did so. When I looked down at my pillow, I saw that there were clumps of hair on it. Running my hand over what was once a head of brown hair told me where it came from. My skin has wrinkles on it. I’m tired. I don’t want to write anymore. Going to sleep.

1/21- Feeling even worse today. Lights seem too bright. Have to focus to keep self awake. Can’t think good anymore. Might fall asleep soon

1/22- ache all over. lost two teeth this morning. feels like theres something in my head. voice maybe. sounds awful. dont think voice is in my head though. ears are bleeding too. shadows form something. wEatching mDe. seOems tall. Ereally tDall. sIcary. haErd to wSrite nSow. vUoices geMtting louder. wEriting leDtters I donOt want tEo.

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1/23- voices sEay paDin Owill stop if I lisEten I waDnt to sItop this fEingeSrs brSeaking from hUolding Mpen vEoices getDting loOuder wEant tDo stIop sEurSrender SsurUrender sMurrender

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